So It’s the last week of 2010, and some of the things that I had to realize quick. Was that one of the things that I was being told through out the year; “It’s not in our time!” In a way I was kind of not taking the way I should have? I know that now, like they say “never late than never?” Which to me was I was taking to mean, rushing and quick fixes only lead to bigger problems. In turn will be regretted down the line, so slow down and take it one step at a time. By doing that allows you to review all your steps as you do them. Making fewer careless decisions/mistakes, which will also result in more positive unbiased outcomes. If it is something that effects more of the people, other than you and the ones that it was meant to. I see it as a blessing in distingue, even thought you don’t notice it now. Down the line your are paying it forward and not thinking about. To me that’s the best kind of Acts of Random Kindness/Blessings. Now that I went into one of the rants that I’m pretty sure that is going to happen in this post. LOL!!
The fact that it has felt like, my life was pretty much helping my sister and brother. By watching the little ones (Monkey Boy, and Monkey Girl) along with getting my mother out of the loop. Which will in turn trickle down to me getting a life out side of the family. Like I thought it was and is, however when that’s step is complete. I will be the Rell Lee R. T. that I know I can be!! COME ON 2011!! LET’S GET IT STARTED!! PTO->POO!?!